i send a sorry note to sammy on tumblr, i hope she'll accept it.
i just wanna be friends with her
same with her about being sick of this whole thing, i figured out that if i never had a anon about asking my sexuallity this whole thing would have never happened.
i still love her but as a friend now, we both have crushes on other people now anyway, im not sure her crush's name though, i have a crush on this guy who sits next to me in my art class, hes the only cool guy in my table and hes really good at drawing too
sammy was my best friend before we started dating, i want THAT kind of relationship with her now, at first i wasnt sure but now im thinking "i want her as a friend instead of a girlfriend" im no longer interested in being her girlfriend anymore just her friend
im not clingy with friends
im not easily jealous with friends
i think the reason why im sad when she rejects me is that i think that i lost a friend, internet relationships can be hard
you dont know where they go
youre not sure if theyre ignoring you
youre not sure if theyre cheating on you or not
you just dont know anything they do in the real world
friendships on the internet is easy
you just have to worry if they havent been online for a day or two
if any of you guys are reading this and you like one of your internet friends heres some advice
if youre clingy and over protective like how i am, long distance relationships is not for you just a friendship so its ok to be in the friendzone with them, at least you and them are at least friends a relationship online is not worth losing a friend.
besides once you have a relationship online you cant really have fun like hanging out with new people that looks cute, youre too young too, sammys 13 and im 15 thats a bit too young to be in a relationship that we both claim that "we're the one" but thats not true, theres many youre gonna meet in the world youll never know who you'll love like that, thats what makes the world a exciting story for you.